My host dad told me before I left the states that I should go home and keep smiling like I always did, and be that happy positive girl that he had become to know. I promised him that I would try my best to do it, but it was a lot harder than I could ever imagine!
The last few months I've been depressed and crappy and unsatisfied with almost everything. I started dating this one guy who made me laugh, but he also pulled me far down when I found out that he left me for another girl. I really thought that he was something else than he turned out to be, so I got really hurt.
There only one person in my life who can actually lift me up and the only one who can but that real smile back on my face - and I am so thankful for him and that I have him in my life! I love him. No matter what he can always make me laugh!
Now finally - thanks to him, I can go trough the days. With a smile on my face like I was use to, and now I can keep my promise that I made with my dad!
Feeling blessed and loved
